i am never in the mood to blog..
anymore. Blogging is not something that comes easy to me so I never feel like typing about anything. But I can’t sleep so I’m just going to type about whatever! I was just browsing through facebook pictures and what not and I really realized how much people have changed since high school. I know we’ve been graduates for quite some time now, but I just feel like these changes happened so fast. Within a blink of an eye, my friends have drifted practically onto a different continent. I feel extremely distant from people that I was once best friends with. It’s amazing how a few years and different environments change people. It’s like damn, is everyone too good for me now? Can’t hit a homie up when you’re in the area. Can’t grab a quick bite to catch up on things? Honestly, I don’t feel like we’ve been out of high school for that long (well..two years could feel like a long time to some) so how is it possible to grow out of friendships so quickly? It’s becoming really common for our group of friends to turn in to just acquaintances. More people smoke, more people drink, more people do the college partying. I never thought that would change friendships so much.
Another thing I realized is once you get into a relationship, it is also common to be sucked into that relationship. You lose friendships that way too. It’s a sad fact, indeed, but it’s inevitable. I think about my friends who are in relationships now and see how that affects my friendship with them and their other friends. I think about past relationships and how I lost a lot of good friends while I was dating whoever.
I guess friends come and go, but only the good ones really stay. I wonder ten years down the road who’s still going to be in my life, hitting me up to grab drinks or something. So crazy what a few years can do to ya.
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY
